I just want to grab her and kiss her with every last atom in my body but I cant get that out of my mouth. I can’t physically say any of this. Is it bad all I want to do is to make love to her? To not think for a while but get to see her and feel her and just have some raw emotion I don’t need to comprehend or think about? I need that and I don’t know how to ask for it. I’m dying and all I can do is replay the memory of us lying in bed together over and over. I feel like someone has cracked my chest open and every single emotion known to man is pouring out. I can’t stop it.